You need to understand that I am so tired of trying to make other people understand why I am the way I am. I wish there was an easy answer. I don't know why You made me like this, not able to communicate with ease, filled with pain so much of the time.
I do know you gave me so many people to love and to have love me back. I wouldn't know and love some of these most wonderful friends if you hadn't made me like this.
It is not easy to find positivity all the time, but I know that You love me more than I can imagine. I take that love very seriously, and in turn, I can love my friends more than they can imagine.
Because You love me, I can love too.
Amen.